Part of feels like I’m walking on cloud nine because I’ve got someone who likes me for who I am and knows what I expect in a relationship and part of me is depressed because of what is happening to my best friend. I don’t want that same thing ever happening to me which is why I’m always cautious of being in a relationship. I am always afraid of getting hurt and not having anyone on my side but I guess that’s what high school and dating is about finding yourself…..and also i hate hearing different sides of why I should or shouldn’t date him shouldn’t it be up to us?
